Prologue

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to keep. Why am I praying? I don`t pray. Where am I? I have to get home, I`m so sick. Please help me. I`m burning up with fever. Someone hear me please...Don't just leave me here like this. I hear people talking. They sound so far away. Did they call my home? As far as I`m concerned their mother is dead. No No tell them I`m alive. How can you just leave me here like this? I`m so frightened just get me home. A marriage is like a blank sheet of paper that means nothing to me. Why am I remembering all this? They don't want you. They know I love them and they`ll know in their hearts I`m not dead. I keep drifting in and out. I can barely breath. He isn`t sleeping with you, but he is with me. No No stop calling here. See for yourself. Why can`t I walk? Who brought her in? I think her husband did. Thank God I made it home. Is she American? Yes. She keeps calling out for someone. She is lucky to have lived. Dawn don`t die on me I love you. I know that voice from somewhere. Peter? Oh God, I didn`t make it home. Just let me die. I have nothing left.

I get countless emails as to when signed justme will be out. I cant publish until Dr Ledwoch has his trial. To date he has spent months in jail due to him trying to leave the country. His practice is closed and his license to practice medicine has been suspended . I almost died because of this man and I wont rest until I see him pay for what he did to me.